The burning that is held up inside.
Confusion, which as never lied.
Unmistakable heart rate,
beatings that cause you to shake.
Release these feelings, set them free.
Do not contain me, let me be.
Feelings that I can’t shake, my heart just slowed a rate.
Laughter haunting my every breath.
Silence that is cutting through my every thought.
I cannot eat, sleep, and what not.
I’m tired of being here, surrounded by my despair.
I want out and this is my vent, my religious thought is split.
Of what I know verses my childish desire.
I cannot worship two gods, it is not required.
I’m stuck down the middle, confusion bubbling over my thoughts.
I can’t breathe.
And this is can all I got.